I’ve been clean for almost 2 weeks now.
I do not want to say I hate my body. Because I don’t. I want to say I hate the way it feels. I hate how I feel. I hate pain. And it’s getting to the point that it is interfering with my day to day life. I can’t breathe in the mornings without it hurting. And then, my back is in pain for the rest of the day. I hate the way my body feels.